My insanity

I am tired already.

My day to be alone.

My mother is in the hospital.

My brother is bowling.

I don't give a crap what my father is doing.

I have to do everything.

I am alone in this world.

I wish I was somewhere else.

But, I can't.

This is where I need to belong.

This is my ever lasting.

My only thing.

My only sanity is the videos until I don't know when.

I am alone.

This is me.

This me going insane.

This is my madness.

Because I am alone.

Plus I don't have any friends.

Just like my mother said.

I am crazy.

Or am I?
I have a friend.
She is my only trusted friend.
I wish I have others.

But, I only trust in her.
She knows who I like.
Who I dislike.

That is all.