Tuesday, November 21, 2017

Salty stuff

I question my choices.
To what reason?
It's because I am open stuff up.
Nothing about my preferences.
It's about some salty stuff.
Who is it?
I have a long list.
I don't know express it.
If you want to know.
Just ask.
Maybe we would find out what it is.

Monday, November 20, 2017

What happened on Saturday? A venting poem.

Anger I had.
Mad as can be.
What happened on Saturday?
Just have to ask.
I wasn't happy to see him.
He was still bald.
Have new ring gear.
Calling himself, "The Truth".
Yet, I still mad at him.
I know him as a jerk.
I tweeted at him a few times.
No response.
I feel like he hates me.
I block him.
Don't make me unblock him.
It was asked before.
That did not go well.
I don't want to make it worse already.
I rather him block me.
That is all.

I want to know much of him.
I did not expect that he has anxiety, like I do.
However, this is for the best to keep what I said is what I want.
I want him to block me.
Because I hate him and I am sure he hate me.

Sunday, November 19, 2017

Icy Heart. Fire Heart. A Loving Poem.

Icy heart.
Fire heart.
My heart is so icy.
But, his is so fire.
I have been stabbed by others.
But, his heart shield it.
He knows that I need the love.
I know that he cares.
My heart has been so icy.
But, his heart that is fire, warm my heart.
With the love that we have.
My heart is warming up.
The world is granting us the blessing.
We are the ones who are in love.

Thursday, November 16, 2017

That Look

I know it's been a while.
I am not going to blame the photographer on this.
He took the photo and I forgot that there was a man with handsome and his looks seen.
It felt like you want to kiss it.
I forgot how excellent that was taken.
I want the madness to stop.
He already push me away.
I already move on!
But, why this is linger?
Please tell me why?

Strife against...

I am in a strife situation.
My mother is making me upset.
I need to be happy.
But, yesterday she made me sad.
I felt like I did not want to stream.
I failed everyone.
I failed myself.
I let her win yesterday.
Today I am not.
This is me.
I will not give up.
I will fight until the end!

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

The dream that is different

I had a dream.
Unlike any other dream.
The dream was so different.
I am starting to know why.
It’s because I know that this has me hearing the voice.
The voice that has said my name before.
The voice belongs to him.
It’s so serious that this would happen.
I dream that he and I were seeing each other in many ways.
Also, a picture that is shown a thousand words.
I see him in the suit.
It’s makes him so handsome.
Just how I saw it on his videos and streams.
I was different.
It’s so real.
But, I know it was a dream.

Monday, November 13, 2017

The neighbor

When someone you know so long is on the edge of death.
Questions are looming.
Is she fine?
Is she okay?
What happened to her?
My mother believes that she was not doing good.
I don't want to pry.
I know that family has gone through stuff.
Deaths, wedding, birth, anything.
They had a life.
But, the question will be.
Will she be okay?