It reveals a desire.
A desire for you.
It's really crazy.
If you ask me.
All I want to see you.
Happiness is what I see.
To what it is by through the internet.
Happiness can be Jordan getting what he needed.
Happiness is Ian and Maddie keeping up with their health.
Happiness is Thea and Crainer playing games.
Happiness can be Tyler being so funny putting it in the videos.
Happiness is Stacy with her cats and dogs.
Happiness is me seeing these, food, and pro wrestling.
But, most of all happiness is or can be whatever you want it to be.
I feel sad.
I feel angry.
I feel lost.
I feel not myself.
I blame my mother.
I blame my estranged father.
I blame my brother.
I blame her friends.
I blame his friends.
I blame myself.
I need support.
I need friends.
I need someone to tell me it will be alright.
I need to be free.
I am never be the same since the news have been told.
I am in pain.
I am not me.
Farewell to the man that I once know.
You were a teen, a few years when I know you almost two decades ago.
I fell in love with you. I wanted to marry you.
But, I gave that up. You were mean.
I haven't seen you since.
Last thing I heard you performed the wedding.
Now you are gone.
My heart is broken.
I wish I turn back time.
I don't belong here.
The city that we grew up from.
I want to move far away from here.
So, I won't be sad and remember the foolish I had.
Farewell to the man.