Saturday, December 15, 2018


Chocolate, candy, pies, cookies, biscottis, cake, doughnuts, and ice cream.
I want them all!
Dark, white, green tea, coconut, strawberries, vanilla, banana, and almond.
Delightful flavors.
I want to make some or buy some.
From different countries there are.
But most are famous here in the US.
Don't give me too much or I will have a sugar rush!
Or worse...

How can he be nervous, when I am nervous of him!

Tell me something.
How can someone be nervous when streaming on a platform?
How can he be so nervous, when I am nervous at him!
He admits that he has stage fright due to his team.
Yet, I am nervous, just tagging him on Instagram.
Maybe we are nervous about something.
Just why is this happening?

Thursday, December 13, 2018

This is the last Straw!

Stop with the lies!
Tell the truth!
Don’t give me excuses!
This is the last straw!
No more bullcrap!
No more words that can hurt me!
Be honest!
Don’t lie!
Tell me now!
This is the last straw!
I am done with you!

Sunday, December 9, 2018

I have a crush on you

You make me happy.
You make me blush.
You make me laugh.
You make me mad.
You make my heart jump.
You make my stomach jump.

I have a crush on you.

Wednesday, December 5, 2018

This Christmas, I want to see you.

This Christmas is something more different then last year.
I do want to spend it with you.
But, our families are way more important.
I know that you will be busy.
So, will I.
But, all I want to see your smiling face this year.
We are getting older and we are adults.
But, our families have to understand that we are in love.
This Christmas, I want to see you.
No ifs, ands, or buts.

Winter wish

Winter wishes.
Hearts desire.
One wish for me is to see you.
I don't care how we look to each other.
Just letting you know how much I appreciate of you.
If this is a sin.
So let it be.
I will be different for you.
Forever in your heart.
This is my winter wish.
Just to see you.

Monday, December 3, 2018

Happening Again.

I am so nervous.
It's because of Tyler.
I really have been enjoying him.
I know he has been going through alot.
After revealing that he had a bad breakup.
Having stress.
Now working on a world for Minecraft Bedrock.

But, what is going on?
I feel this is happening again.
I don't want to happening again.
When I was on Meza's discord.
I was thinking about going back on X33N's.
But, this is different.
Because, this is Tyler.
The funny guy.
The business guy.
The guy who is nice.
The guy who saw my Instagram stories around Thanksgiving.
The only guy who voted in my poll to come to his discord.