Bruh.

Why should I go to a wedding of someone that I haven't seen in a while?

Tell me why should I go to a wedding that I don't know the bride and we haven't seen the groom for a while, like years?

It's not right and not fair for us.

It's not right and not fair for any of those guests who were invited because they have seen them in days.

It's being rude to go.

It's not rude to no go.

I wish I had a friend to see face to face.

Just to hang with.

Then when they want to get married and they invite me, I would want to go, if we seen each other and I know who they are getting married to.

That feels right.

No, that is right.

It's fair.

That's what fairness is about.

That is how to be nice.

Not to be rude.

Just how rude this family was.

Rude to not invite me for one wedding, But this wedding is right.

Bullcrap!

Rude people don't deserve me!

Sir Didi the Artist?

There is a Philadelphia Phillies player, Didi Gregorius, is his name.

Dubbed Sir Didi, because he got honorary knighted by the Queen of the Netherlands in 2011.

However he had pick up a talent during the pandemic.

Art.

Yes, art.

He drew and color all of his teammates.

Then he post them on Instagram every time Philadelphia wins.

He always say, "WHAT A GAME!!"

Just to know that Philadelphia Phillies win the game.

So, is it true, that what he is?

Sir Didi the artist?

Yes, it's true.

Glad Philadelphia signed him well.

A crazy confession...or two...

I don't know why that I lost my mind.

I have a crush or two.

Maybe more?

I like Tony Khan.

He is the President and CEO of All Elite Wrestling.

He got working agreements with other companies and brought in wrestlers who the roster is in storylines.

Then there is Andrew Givler aka Sigils.

The funny YouTuber who would just makes me laugh.

When there is crap I am dealing with, his videos always make me feel better.

There is others...I could lie. But then again, it's just weird.

I am being a fool.

Tell me that I am wrong.

How can I stop this?

Just a crazy confession.

Jealousy...I think not.

My mother believes that I am jealous of my brother due to his escapades, but no.

I got jealous when two of my mother's "friends" rudely invited her to their sons wedding.

One wedding was that of that tramp who was marrying my mother's friend's son name Jeff. 

They had a two day wedding to honor the bride's family.

However, ever since I learn about Tony Khan and his family, his sister's wedding was more better than the tramp and Jeff. Glad for the internet!

The reason why I call her the tramp, because a few years before the wedding, my mother had invited her friend, her husband, and their son, Jeff.

It was at Olive Garden. I thought it was nice. It turned into a fun night, but I feel like it was fake.

All I am living a crush on the son of the owner of the Jacksonville Jaguars, because he is the boss of All Elite Wrestling.

Want to tell me that I am jealous of my brother? Sorry mom. You will be jealous of me having a crush on someone whose sister had a better wedding.

Jealousy...I think not.

It's been three years...

It's been three years since I lost him.

His mother doesn't speak to my mother.

I been sad.

I have been kinda distancing myself from watching and enjoying Logdotzip and JoblessGarrett.

I tried to watch others, but it's Sigils and Jack Dunlop (aka Courage) to watch.

I should watch Valkyrae.

It's hard watching All Elite Wrestling.

Especially since I enjoy watching the storyline.

But most of all their boss to enjoy through his tweets, Tony Khan, who is a kind man.

I need to get back into the swing of things.

My memories of him is gone.

I need to focus in the now.

But the only thing is prevent me from them, is my mother.

How can I tell you this?

How can I tell you this?

I wish I should ask you in a awkward way on Valentine's Day, but everyone would be mad at me.

You are giving the entertainment.

I just watched.

Heck, I could ask you to be mine.

Because no matter what.

Then again, my mom would be mad.

She doesn't know about you yet.

I just had a crappy one.

Just because my father gave me chocolate.

I would rather have you.

It's just that you remind me of someone.

Someone that I lost a few years ago.

Someone that the angel of death took.

Maybe seeing you on TV is a sign.

Then again, people will say that I am crazy.

Just a weird crush.

Good friends

Rude parents

Nanacool and Scarlett

There these two TikTok creators known as nanacool8 and scarletttshade.

They post Fortnite content of the most funniest skits they ever create.

The two are great friends.

Even Scarlett has a nickname for Nana.

Those two combind have over 3 million followers.

They are so cool to me.

Henwy and Biffle

There are these two YouTubers named Henwy and Biffle.

They went too far in Sigils's video.

Shape-shift to mermaids.

Thanks to a modpack in Minecraft.

Made Sigils very uncomfortable.

Not to mention me as well.

Boys, why did you make it awkward for us?

Nico the handsome Canadian man on YouTube

Although Ssundee calls him a sweat.

Nico is not a sweat.

He's handsome after all.

I can't wait to see the change in him.

Probably buff like Garrett.

But not as Jordan Maron.

Nico, why are you looking handsome now?

The mustache of Jordan Maron

So, I was on Instagram and my mind went a 360.

To whom I see, but none other than Jordan Maron aka CaptainSparklez.

The man who is 29 years old.

Grew out his mustache.

Trying to be very attractive, maybe.

But one thing is for sure.

All I could think of is Nicovald.

Yes, that gamer from Canada.

Who is with Ssundee, Sigils, Biffle, and Henwy's videos.

Too far Jordan!

You make my mind mess up!

Let me kiss you

Your lips are fine.

Just so kissable.

It is my hope.

It is my desire.

To kiss those lips.

Because you seen mine.

You know they are fine.

Just understand it.

Let me kiss you.

Nico The Sweat

That Canadian YouTuber,

Nicovald is his online name.

Everyone calls him Nico.

But, when he plays Fortnite.

He's called Nico The Sweat.

Because he builds like crazy.

And he also shoots like crazy.

Also, he's dog water.

Don't blame me.

Blame Ssundee for this!

Cristal

There is a photographer who had served this country.

His name is Steve.

He lost his leg while serving this country.

He loves to take photos of marriages and pro wrestling.

He also loves games as well.

He met a beautiful Latina woman. 

Her name is Cristal.

She loves games too.

She has a son, probably from a previous relationship.

The two of them love each other.

They want to be together for the rest of their lives.

So, Steve proposed to Cristal.

She says yes.

They get married in this pandemic.

They were expecting a child of their own.

But as of last night.

That won't be true.

Cristal suffered a miscarriage.

Steve has to be very sad.

Cristal is very sad.

I don't know what to say about it, but to say sorry.

I am sure that it has to be painful.

Beyond having a menstruation.

Torn by it very hard.

Stress

I am in stress.

So is my mother.

But why?

She is stress due to her work.

I am stress because of her.

I have to distract myself from stress.

Because everything is not okay at all.