I am losing my mind

The days are cold.
The family is weird.
The doubt on my mind is weary.
I question the trust on anyone.
To be it can be.
I am so annoyed.
It's just how I know.
I am just alone.

My family has no boundaries or respect.
The people I thought I know could hate me.
But, the only thing is keeping me insane.
Is a man or two.
But, who are they?

Can't say.
It's a secret.
Yeah, that's all I am saying.