I am not myself

I feel sad.
I feel angry.
I feel lost.
I feel not myself.

I blame my mother.
I blame my estranged father.
I blame my brother.
I blame her friends.
I blame his friends.
I blame myself.

I need support.
I need friends.
I need someone to tell me it will be alright.
I need to be free.

I am never be the same since the news have been told.
I am in pain.
I am not me.