Monday, December 4, 2017

This is a really odd situation

How can you react when someone you know follows you on Twitter and again?
That is what is going on.
I don't know why, but, it happens during two times.
I don't know how or what.
Yet, why is this a problem?
I do not know.
It gives me more information that I know of the man.
But, it does not make this up to who he likes.
But, I don't know anymore.
This is odd.
This is a really odd situation.

This Christmas is messed up

It's that time of year.
When you have to buy the gifts.
For the ones you know don't deserve it.
It's hard to get what you want for that family member.
Unless someone else in your family get you involved.

It's hard for friends and lovers too.
Unless they told you.
Then it could be easy.
Unless they want something expensive.
You need new ones by then.

For me, I got a new phone weeks ago.
I need a new wire for my tablet.
Also, I need a laptop or a computer that does gaming and let me be on the internet.
I also need friends to understand me.
Also a lover to understand me.
Also to show off.
He would be better then my brother's lover.
Because I have no ideal, what she looks like.

This Christmas is messed up.

Sunday, December 3, 2017

My family and their "friends"

I don't know how to handle this.
But, my family are insane.
With their "friends", I can't trust.
From my father's bar buddies.
To my brother's bowling dorks.
Not to mention those shrews that my mother called friends.
I been betrayed by them.
I tried to warn them.
No point.
It's so weird.
Weird like me being on discord.
I don't know why.
But, I feel like they don't belong.

I don't

I don't want to hurt you.
But, you hurt me.
I move on.
You in love in with her.
I can't see you ever again.
But, you want me.
I can't let you.
You will hurt my feelings.
I know you were once mine.
But, I want to be with him.
I don't want to see your face.
The memories are too painful.
I want to move on.
He has been there for me.
You haven't.
I rather be happy.
Then deal with the madness.

My head is spinning

My head is spinning.
To what problem has occurred?
The ending of a video.
Mixed in with someone follow me!
Prey tell this question is to be.
Is it something that we need to be worried?
No, it's how mess up I am.
To fall in love.
Also, what the heck was in the ending you are wondering?
Yeah, let's not say a word about it.

Saturday, December 2, 2017

My heart hurts

A man who have make me blush.
Who has so much secrets.
But, so obsessed with a streamer.
This is where I have to draw the line.
Before it's too late.

My heart does not need another man to love, just to be in love with someone else.

I don't want him to be like those who hurt me.

Those fools.
The vegan dork.
The tall dork.
The shorty dork.
Also, the menace who can't wrestle.
Not to mention the vegan dork was in the same show as the woman who believes in a fallacy about vaccines.

It hurts me.

I wish this madness ends.

My heart is for someone else.
Not the fool who cause trouble with YouTube.
I know who it is.
Just don't know if he knows.

He hasn't said much since the night before Thanksgiving.

Friday, December 1, 2017

The bot

I am kinda freak out.
I know there is a lot of anger or worried.
It's because of a bot.
It's been warned and be careful.
I do not want a bot unless it's the ones recommended.
I do not like things to be mess up.
I want to stream.
But, this bot is messing everything up.
Now I regret of tweeting it.
Some want me to keep it.
I want to delete it.
That bot mess with everything.