I wish I could

I was a crazy teen.
I was in love with him.
I had issues.
I was in love.
I had a crush on him.
I wanted him to know as much as our mothers to know.
I wish I could go back in time.
I wish I could change my mind or his.
I can't now.
My heart is broken.
I need to move on.
I still wishes to go back in time.