My feelings for you

I feel so out of it.
I haven't spoke to you.
I know you are busy.
But, I had to seperate myself from you.
I have much feelings for you.
But, you won't care.
Because I know you won't read this.
I want to stop this altogether.
But, then again, I don't know what I want from you.
I don't know what you want for me.
I am sorry.