Is this love or what?

I can't pull away from this man.
Who has being so nice.
And I being an ass.
Why?
Because I like him.
You can say that I have feelings for him.
My heart hasn't been the same.
Ever since I was betrayed on my birthday.
I need a fresh start with someone new.
Even though, I am still shy around him.
Is this love or what?
I don't know.