Wednesday, June 2, 2021

A crazy confession...or two...

I don't know why that I lost my mind.
I have a crush or two.
Maybe more?

I like Tony Khan.
He is the President and CEO of All Elite Wrestling.
He got working agreements with other companies and brought in wrestlers who the roster is in storylines.

Then there is Andrew Givler aka Sigils.
The funny YouTuber who would just makes me laugh.
When there is crap I am dealing with, his videos always make me feel better.

There is others...I could lie. But then again, it's just weird.

I am being a fool.
Tell me that I am wrong.
How can I stop this?

Just a crazy confession.

Jealousy...I think not.

My mother believes that I am jealous of my brother due to his escapades, but no.

I got jealous when two of my mother's "friends" rudely invited her to their sons wedding.

One wedding was that of that tramp who was marrying my mother's friend's son name Jeff. 

They had a two day wedding to honor the bride's family.

However, ever since I learn about Tony Khan and his family, his sister's wedding was more better than the tramp and Jeff. Glad for the internet!

The reason why I call her the tramp, because a few years before the wedding, my mother had invited her friend, her husband, and their son, Jeff.

It was at Olive Garden. I thought it was nice. It turned into a fun night, but I feel like it was fake.

All I am living a crush on the son of the owner of the Jacksonville Jaguars, because he is the boss of All Elite Wrestling.

Want to tell me that I am jealous of my brother? Sorry mom. You will be jealous of me having a crush on someone whose sister had a better wedding.

Jealousy...I think not.

Wednesday, May 5, 2021

It's been three years...

It's been three years since I lost him.
His mother doesn't speak to my mother.
I been sad.
I have been kinda distancing myself from watching and enjoying Logdotzip and JoblessGarrett.
I tried to watch others, but it's Sigils and Jack Dunlop (aka Courage) to watch.
I should watch Valkyrae.
It's hard watching All Elite Wrestling.
Especially since I enjoy watching the storyline.
But most of all their boss to enjoy through his tweets, Tony Khan, who is a kind man.
I need to get back into the swing of things.
My memories of him is gone.
I need to focus in the now.
But the only thing is prevent me from them, is my mother.

Tuesday, February 16, 2021

How can I tell you this?

How can I tell you this?
I wish I should ask you in a awkward way on Valentine's Day, but everyone would be mad at me.
You are giving the entertainment.
I just watched.
Heck, I could ask you to be mine.
Because no matter what.
Then again, my mom would be mad.
She doesn't know about you yet.
I just had a crappy one.
Just because my father gave me chocolate.
I would rather have you.

It's just that you remind me of someone.
Someone that I lost a few years ago.
Someone that the angel of death took.
Maybe seeing you on TV is a sign.
Then again, people will say that I am crazy.
Just a weird crush.

Saturday, February 13, 2021

Nanacool and Scarlett

There these two TikTok creators known as nanacool8 and scarletttshade.
They post Fortnite content of the most funniest skits they ever create.
The two are great friends.
Even Scarlett has a nickname for Nana.
Those two combind have over 3 million followers.
They are so cool to me.