Jealousy...I think not.

My mother believes that I am jealous of my brother due to his escapades, but no.

I got jealous when two of my mother's "friends" rudely invited her to their sons wedding.

One wedding was that of that tramp who was marrying my mother's friend's son name Jeff. 

They had a two day wedding to honor the bride's family.

However, ever since I learn about Tony Khan and his family, his sister's wedding was more better than the tramp and Jeff. Glad for the internet!

The reason why I call her the tramp, because a few years before the wedding, my mother had invited her friend, her husband, and their son, Jeff.

It was at Olive Garden. I thought it was nice. It turned into a fun night, but I feel like it was fake.

All I am living a crush on the son of the owner of the Jacksonville Jaguars, because he is the boss of All Elite Wrestling.

Want to tell me that I am jealous of my brother? Sorry mom. You will be jealous of me having a crush on someone whose sister had a better wedding.

Jealousy...I think not.

Is this real or fake?

I had another dream.
With my friend.
We looked at photos.
Finding out one that looks real.
But feeling fake.

We looked at each other.
He looks at the photo and says, "Is this real or fake?"
I look at him and says, "I don't know. I feel this is real to me, but, I believe it's fake"
He sees the man that he knows.
With questionable doubt he take the photo and rip it apart.
I got mad at him.
He says, "Real or fake, he hurts you. I don't want you to think about him anymore"
I shake my head.
He smiles at me.
Pats my head.
Then says, "We are going to make memories together in Japan"
I knew he cares.

But, this was just a dream.
My friend Valentyna would be in shock.
She knows that I am hurt.
But, she would know who the heck this "friend" is in my dream.
Because I told her.

Even though the dream makes me ponder.
Is this real or fake?
Who knows.

All I know where the truth lies.

Two friends

Two friends do what they love.
To write poems.
To share their thoughts.
But, they also have other things going on.

One has to deal with trolls.
Raising her daughter.
Be the best she is.

The other is a YouTuber.
Who does play games.
Who vlogs about her life.
Who is setting a goal to be the best.

But, in the end of this madness.
The two friends do poems.
Also talk about pro wrestling.
Because that's a common interest.

But, on some interests TV shows.
Why?
Well, that's what they like to do.